* i graduated the single life like a straight G ( always wanted to say that )
but on the really real this year marks as the first year in wich i chose money & growth over heaux’s(girl$, women,lady’s).
Since i became single earlier this year and knowing that the fuck up that caused the friction was on my behalf i just couldnt wouldnt get in 2 other womens life’s @ all further than just the friend zone and keeping it way in the friend zone
and yeahhh I mean shit haha all i want(ed) to do is/was make music,do homework , make suggestions x dicessions and grind shit out.
* that dont mean i dont admire a good looking women ( i.e. my twitter follow list) with her mind right but if my situation aint popping like that i cant be spending my time or lemme say WASTING my time talking with girl$ shooting the shit and what not.
* i must also say i became very calm as the year progressed there were a couple of situations, in wich i had to slow down my ShortFuse-iness ( thats a new word ).
But i came to the conclusion that getting angry @ little things in life will never get me a swimming pool in my backyard.
And while i was jogging i seen the season go by and nature develop like a cycle, you know how these chinese niggas always be big on the preservation and acknowledgeing nature for whats it worth and beyond that .. well this year i started grasping that concept. Even tho life is all about perception some matters arent worth overthinking thats maybe the whole mission statement i want to make about me being calm lol.